NOW 42NDDOCTOR

42nddoctor:

“It is true I chose not to feel anything upon realizing my own life was ending. As Admiral Pike was dying, I joined with his consciousness and experienced what he felt at the moment of his passing: anger, confusion, loneliness, fear. I had experienced those feelings before, multiplied exponentially, on the day my planet was destroyed. Such a feeling is one I choose never to experience again.”

THANKS FOR THE SPOILER